Friday, July 24, 2015
Heartfelt Always Ministries
Hostess – June Dawn Knight
If you have ever been divorced then this broadcast is for you! If you’ve ever been a pastor’s wife and your pastor husband leaves you for another woman…this broadcast is for you. If you’ve ever been cheated on..this broadcast is for you. If you’ve ever felt abandoned, rejected, and casted aside or felt not good enough…this broadcast is for you.
Hear the story of a very couragous woman who had to trust in Jesus after her husband divorces her after like 30 yeas of marriage and many of those in ministry! If God can carry her through…He can carry you through! Learn how forgiveness is the power to be an overcomer!
Brokenhearted is the worse kind of pain I have ever experienced. Then to be crushed in my spirit was devastating. I was beyond shock in what happened to me. My trust was completely destroyed! I felt so violated and was so incomplete. Immediately, I felt alone!! Did not want to exist in my life anymore. There really are any words to describe what happen. I was in total desperation needing God like never before so that I could deal with this.
I was married to someone for 35 1/2 years. We had a total of 5 children; he already having 3 and we had 2. Also there was a ministry that was started & developed during our marriage.
In November 2012, he decided to quit in the marriage with his lies and deceptions to me, the children and others causing confusion with much pain and hurt. Being in the ministry caused further confusion because it being contrary to the Word of God. In December 2012 the divorce papers were served to me. He later emailed a letter stating the hate he had towards me because of me not wanting to sign the papers. When the divorce was final in February 2013, 30 days later to the day in March, he and another woman in the ministry got married. This was the second and final blow to me, the children, along with others that had been lied to. The tremendous pain of lies, deceptions, and the abandonment I felt!!!
Though the man I married quit and abandoned me with lies and deception, God did not!! I can testify that going through this indescribable, agonizing pain, my God is binding up my broken heart and crushed spirit to repair and design with His creative touch. He has done a wondrous work thus far in me and still continuing to do so. He has showed me so many marvelous things in His word and by the Holy Spirit, like how God loves me and how I can love myself!!
Isaiah 43:19(Amp) Behold, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs forth; do you not perceive and know it and will you not give heed to it? I will even make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert.
There is new beginnings for me. God is starting to develop His ministry for me called “Heartfelt Always Ministries”. There is such a unique testimony in the beginning of this ministry and what God sees in me. I truly have a heart for God to do His will in my life, especially now. I know without Him I can do nothing.
Isaiah 61:1(Amp) The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me, because the Lord has anointed and qualified me to preach the Gospel of good tidings to the meek, the poor, and afflicted; He has sent me to bind up and heal the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the [physical and spiritual] captives and the opening of the prison and of the eyes to those who are bound.
Psalm 147:3(Amp) He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds [curing their pains and their sorrows.